SOOOO, I am friends with my bestie once more! wooooo lol
Seriously though, its been about 3 months since we last spoke to each other, and I really thought our friendship was done for, especially after the nasty things that we said to each other. But 2 days ago, he randomly left me a text saying HI, and he also text'd my sister, saying he misses us both. So after replying to him, saying HI, and hoping his new year is going well, things just started to feel good between us, and we started talking to each other like nothing bad ever happened. So yea, ugh It's hard to stay mad at people sometimes, especially when U truly care for them.

Ok so 2009 has been ok, some ups and some downs. I have new goals!!! omg I am sooo taking up Pottery classes or something, because not too long ago I saw a video of a Japanese potter making tea pots and some bowls, and it just looked too damn cool not to try it out. Another goal, is to lose more weight than I lost last year (but I fricken gained most of the weight back over the holidays it seems) gah!!! Also to take better care of my health (not drinking as much, taking my vitamins and changing my diet for the better) I noticed that my heart beat has been weird lately, when I stress out, get nervous or when I strain myself, I have a weird heart beat, kinda SCARY, so I will get that checked soon.

I discovered a beautiful place past my house up the valley!! I have been living here for over 10 years now, and I have been further up the valley many times before, but I have never taken the time to really WALK there. BUT ...omg I found such a beautiful spot. I found a great Dojo that has a beautiful garden and some sculptures, and I found a bridge that goes over a river. After a good slight uphill walk, I can rest at the very end where the bridge is, and it's just so nice. I might take pics and upload it later, because it looks like a nice place to take photos.